It was almost a month since i last posted, sorry to take this break that was much longer than i expected.
There are several things i wanna mention in this post (sorry it just like my diary book now):
1) Thanks to the friends i met along this period for all ur support & comfort words, that's what i needed, thank you.
2) i did finally got a lil response from him which i never expected to. Well i couldn't feel relief from it but rather like another shock, and felt like the wound was bleeding again.
3) During this period, other than the friends i mentioned, a Dom i met in another site who is very nice & supportive suggested to be my mentor. We talked a lot and he cleared my doubts & still trying to mend my wings. Thanks so much for all his help & support, it was really tough to be alone without someone guiding ur road.
4) About real life stuff, one of the things i'm happy with is to connect with a friend again who i once lost contact for over a year. i know he is not well since an injury but glad to hear him getting better bit by bit, i wish him well and the best of luck.
5) And then for myself, a big day in the coming sunday - my graduation, thru not really excited just a lil acheivement for my hard work in the past 2 years. But it also reminded me one thing, he did helped me a lot in my last assignment for the topic "Leadership", so i should thanks to him too.
6) i'm not very well physically too in these days, was on & off in hospital but just old problems hope won't be too bad. Therefore, excuse me if it takes some more days for my next post.
Wish U all a great Friday & weekend xxx
There are several things i wanna mention in this post (sorry it just like my diary book now):
1) Thanks to the friends i met along this period for all ur support & comfort words, that's what i needed, thank you.
2) i did finally got a lil response from him which i never expected to. Well i couldn't feel relief from it but rather like another shock, and felt like the wound was bleeding again.
3) During this period, other than the friends i mentioned, a Dom i met in another site who is very nice & supportive suggested to be my mentor. We talked a lot and he cleared my doubts & still trying to mend my wings. Thanks so much for all his help & support, it was really tough to be alone without someone guiding ur road.
4) About real life stuff, one of the things i'm happy with is to connect with a friend again who i once lost contact for over a year. i know he is not well since an injury but glad to hear him getting better bit by bit, i wish him well and the best of luck.
5) And then for myself, a big day in the coming sunday - my graduation, thru not really excited just a lil acheivement for my hard work in the past 2 years. But it also reminded me one thing, he did helped me a lot in my last assignment for the topic "Leadership", so i should thanks to him too.
6) i'm not very well physically too in these days, was on & off in hospital but just old problems hope won't be too bad. Therefore, excuse me if it takes some more days for my next post.
Wish U all a great Friday & weekend xxx
(hmm... i dunno how to explain why i choose this video... sigh...)
